HIM

10.08.24

Fuck dem folks. Fuck whoever hating, fuck whoever got sum 2 say, niggas dont know u! Niggas dont stand on bidness fr! They not cut the same. Thats wha i gotta remind myself everyday bc everyday u niggas show how pussy yall is and how much im not like yall. loser ass niggas. Yall niggas is not real yall really dweebs had no bitches EVER had no swag NAN! ZILCH! yall niggas dont do shit but live a lie and cosplay as other niggas and hang around niggas and soak up dey swag and try n make it urs but it nvr EVER works bc its forced. This shit so natural to me its what i eat shit n breathe every day u cant come round me and all a sudden start mimicking wha i do and think its gone work fa u. Nigga do what works fa U thats for U! Stop da cosplay stop da twin shit its lame be original. Also, I WISH NIGGAS WOULD TAKE MY FAT DICK OUT THEY MOUTH AND STOP GAGGIN LIKE THEY BITCH DO! wha type of nigga u know tell another nigga not to work wit u? a hating ass nigga thats who.What type of nigga tell niggas u n yo bruddas was into it? A lame ass nigga. niggas get in front of bitches or niggas they wanna be like and start spreadin MISINFORMATION and LIES about niggas to look cool. that shi so cheezy the rats cant even eat it. Yall niggas ENVY me. ENVY the life i live, ENVY the car i drive. Niggas call me privileged and dont know SHIT bout me and how i come trim! I make ts look so fuckin easy! N thts wha i spose 2 do! thts how it spose 2 be! Loser ass niggas dont c that tho. Just wishin onna star 2 be MIYAGI. fuck all yall niggas this the territory that come wit bein #HIM. dickeatin poser ass niggas hating on my life and my grind niggas c u gone be somebody n start hating cs they aint even got the #RAWPOTENTIAL. i do ts outta luv 4 the game i go hard 4 all these bad btchz i keep round me! i do ts 4 my niggas back home still trappin! I do ts fa Ms Lisa n Haywood. Im him ur not smd n die bitch.

OCTOBER

10.04.24

In Girl World…

Halloween is the one day a year when a girl can dress up like a total slut and no other girls can say anything else about it.

Its fuckin october n we outside, I got so many collabs this month from GEEKFEST, to working wit CuntCosts, and some other shi in the works im booked n busy fr. Im off my main insta n shi i needa break im hibernatin imma still be on my finsta lil shyt but dassit. Ts be so draining i needa stop bein onnea and spreading da miyagi propaganda to da hoes they on me so bad rn im scared. N why can everybody jus b real. be honest n shi n not be weird n manipulative, ts be so crazy when u peep sum shit n see folks for what they had a mask over the whole time. I understand we young but i jus dont get why folks ain real nomo. We losin morals n shi n thats why everybody these days be so temporary cs nobody real enough to last. U aint gotta pretend to like somebody if u dont rock wit em like dat let it be known, we too old nie to be people pleasin, too old be wasting eachother time n too old to be leechin and bein a succubus of people energy n creativity. People really b out here lookin for ppl to use, preying on the next person realness and they loyalty n usin it for they own gain. Shit sick out here yall b safe. Be easy n put yo seilf first. i know how it is to really break yo back for so many ppl thinking they got yo best intentions n dont they really dont wanna see u win they really enjoy u giving and giving and giving while they take and take and take. That shi corrupt me. bak on topic tho lol mannnn halloween finna go stupiddddddd this year on god plz bring yo best costume out cause ts finna get wicked! Fr fr! and another thing, its TOO MANY CHIEFS n not enough indians round dis ho fr. EVERYONE IS NOT A MAIN CHARACTER in life n das OKAY! hell sum of yall not even SUPPORTING CAST just EXTRAS and thats the purpose of your life you cant change it. for some people its DESTINED for u to live a quiet life and be an NPC and for niggas like me im MEANT 2 be sum extraordinary astronikal and out this fuckin world. Stop tryna force yourself to be sum ur not meant to be! u either got it in u or u dont (i do). yall needa tighten up stop tryna force artistry upon yoself we still need plumbers n farmers n lawyers and housewives and nurses. everybody cant be famous thats why fame is a thing in the first place. hope dis helps.

09.27.24

U ever did molly?

This year i did sum hyperpop musik, why? I started 2 feel more. Why? cause i did sum drugs . Everybody so judgy these days but this my life n i do what tf i want. I could die tmrw. You should think da same way. Am i an addict? no. For one molly aint cheap and for 2, im happy without it. If u depressed dont start trying drugs. I personally jus wanna feel more, i wanna experience colors and lights to the fullest, i wanna feel the hair on my arms rise when u touch me, i wanna feel da nerves in my spine activate when u whisper in my ear. i wanna feel everything when im having sex and im inside you girl, thats y i take it. I wanna hear every fucking instrument being played in this beat. Thats what molly is. U ever heard the synth in the background of a beat mesmerizing you? no because ur a fucking loser. listen this is not an AD to try molly its just an FYI for da negative nancy’s in da back. I have had some of my best nights ever in my life on drugs. Now as far as musik, this has been my most creative year. I have made over 200 songs. the vault is large and still feels so empty because i know theres so much more i could do. I just turned 22 im young. This is what ur 20s is for. Fuck who u want, do whatever fucking drugs you want (besides ketamine, percs, meth, heroine) and create.

09.27.24

Lets chat…

Its been a minute fr since i talked 2 yall but im still hea lol. This year been crazy af , devil been tryin n tryin n i den prevailed every time. Cant nobody stop wha god got fa me im destined, its in my genes ts in me not on me n yall cant take ts away. I moved into my new crib this year n got my own car, i den met hoes, fucked hoes, n left hoes right where i met em. Nunna dese niggas my kin only a select few and they know who they is. This year all bout puttin yaself first, stop bein selfless n start bein selfish, stop breakin ya back fa ppl who wouldnt reach they hand out 2 scratch yours. Keep yo circle small and surround yoself wit people who align wit what u got goin. If u onna money makin mission get rid of dem leeching friends, if u independent why surround yoself wit people who cant relate to dat. das it! and i started a group dis summer called MDMA. im not gone pretend everything with that has been perfect. but it has taught me something. I dont need nobody. I can do shit myself, i AM mr make it happen. Its shit i gotta work on within myself ik dat but either way i get shit done. with or without anybody i am efficient in wha i do, i cherish both nights and both parties that were thrown dearly, i cherish everybody that came out 2 support. i love this new community i have created, it may be small right now but we start somewhere, so far MDMA has sold over 400+ tickets and profitted around $2500.. i call dat a start. S/o 2 every1 dat was involved im thankful. I den came up on friends n lost em quick b/c u nvr know who somebody really is until that mask come off, everybody not as real as they seem 2 be. N not everybody that say they fuck with u, fuck wit u, for you, its what they see that you can do for them.

12.23.23

2023…

Also the year nobody liked, n dnt wanna remember. I feel like nobody ik rlly had the best year they could have, n tbh it really was a let down. So many planets went into retrograde, so many friendships n relationships came n went. So many folks didnt make it 2 da end .. n das just how life go?

Fuck that.

2023 beat alla our ass. Dis may be the worst year i evr went thru in my life. showed me how quick shit rlly a hit the fan! n its cool! thts how u grow! This feelin this year gave me definitely wont last 4evr! N it sure as hell ain finna stop me from getting 2 wha i deserve! 2024 gone b da year of ambition! If u want dat shit go out and get it! Itz all gas n no brakez once that clock strike 12 nigga! Real shit! 4get them hoes, the leeches, the dick suckin niggas underground who will do anything 2 b around niggas with 10k + followers! 4 get the folks who crossed u out n counted u out! 4 get the money u missed out on bc dat shit already printed!! u jus gotta get up n go get it nigga! its get back szn all 2024! WE AIN SPARIN NO HOE WE AINT SPARIN NO OPP! Fuck em! Live in yo skin! Live in yo truth nigga u can die tomorrow! WHO GONE DO IT IF U DONT! fuck a handout! fuck anybody dat broke yo heart! 2 my angels n my real niggas its sooooooo many ppl on dis earth, fckin 8billion! Dat one hoe or nigga is 1outta 8BILLION stand up! put yo shoes on! go outside n explore, enjoy da world ! niggas n btchz die everyday! Die knowin u did what u wanted n lived on yo own terms! Thank god for lettin u come dis far! N fuck anybody who went against u! 2023 came n went n at times it felt like the year was nvr gone end.. but we almost there. U ready?

8.9.23

You aint gone never be happy if you focus on whats going on right now. You cant change now cause its happening now. But what you can do is change the future. Plan shit ahead, focus and manifest what you want the most bruh. This all a simulation anyway so you might as well be in control of yo shit! Idgaf if you gotta sticky note yo wall, download a to-do list app or whatever set goals and achieve em to further yourself toward whatever you dreamin of. Its so many people living in the now and hating they life when you can be focused on making your future brighter. You can have a 9-5 today and be a upcoming self employed business owner next week with enough clients to quit lol. Im jus sayin dont let now stop u from the future. Cant sweat shit thats goin on rn just think bout the shit u can do next.

7.23.23

So 2day is 2days b4 i go on vacation n i wanna drop some stuff 4 yall :D! So new crop tops 4 the bimbos going live by the end of today! Also streamin on twitch at 5PM 🫦 yessirski!! Also last night dont owe me shit so if u seen me drunk stfu. Ok bye

7.22.23

Everybody kno how much i appreciate bad bitchez. Bimboz n allat. I luv girly girls. I luv feminine women wit tht i cant be touched face n a body god crafted his self. Think thats the hottest shi evr. Not every bih got that. N some nvr will. U either got it or u dnt. N 2 all my bad bitches dont let nbdy stop u from bein bad. If u wanna put yo ass on ig who tf gone stop u. U dnt owe nbdy nun. U only live one time so why do dat livin by everybody else rules n lettin somebody who gone die jus like u, judge u. U can die tmr atleast die knowin u a bad bih. n 2 my bimbos i luv evry 1 of yall fr yall the reason i go hard. thank yall 4 fw my shi cause yall who i do it fa fr. strictly 4 da bad bitchez dassit. N bad bitchez luv me i luv yall bak! xx- miyagi

7.21.23

So I came across this hard ass judas by lady gaga sample. That song sooooo fucking good like it fucks u in yo ears right. So im like playin around with FL cause I just got that shit (s/o 2 vannah 4 gifting me it), and I was playing the synths.

When I was doin the shit im like damn i kinda fuck with me on FL like I aint heard you niggas do nun like this lol. So then I added some 808s from this Destroy lonely full drum kit which was the 1st kit i downloaded lmao cause im like where the fuckin drums on dis ho.

At first i just added this dramatic bass line.

And it was just that at first. But as i wrote the song which imma get into later on.. I was like I want ts to make you move like these lyrics so mellow and somber n shit but I want you to bop yo head to this shit. So i added my lil version of a jersey club 808

Then i added this DRAMATIC ass synth to the ending

Heres the full beat in its prime

Idk why but I really be obsessed with writing songs about idk heartbreak? toxic relationships allat cause thats all ik fr. All ik is fallin in love wit any girl that i get 2 fully experience like its crazy.

Like dangerous and when it all ends it always be unresolved. No closure. Like if i was to run into any of my exes they would still have some feelings for me n i still am in luv wit them. Call it crazy if u want to but thats jus what it is.

I just mean i tnought u would be the one like i thought this would b 4ever

But instead of u bein the 1 u drove me crazy in luv witchu n i cant let go ? Now im gettin high to the point where i might OD just to feel that thrill again u gave me. Just to feel.

A lot of girls become in luv with my art before they even experience me in real life. I feel like my shit different and they do too. They always tell me dont forget em when im famous n its like i might or i wont depending on how i experience u

She gone come back once im up and save me from the life im livin now. Save me from them long nights in the club doin drugs n drinking till i cant no more. Them bitches who only there for the moment n not forever. She gone save me from myself